Each day is better, even if only a little. So I keep waiting for days to pass. :)
My first surgery and I can honestly say - I never want to have another surgery ever. Everything went well as far as the surgery goes, but I am not surprised- I trusted my surgeon to get the job done right. :) But man. No bueno!
The day before surgery, Ryan called and asked if he could come be with me at the hospital. Like an idiot I say yes, and get excited, and call the hospital to make sure he can stay in my room. Well, he decided later that it wouldn't work for him to come. I get it, just wish he hadn't gotten my hopes up. Never quite got how to make me feel important. :( BUT, I am okay! And it's probably better that I did it on my own (the overnight part anyway). My parents were awesome support and continue to be. Jen has been so incredible too, helping out since Mom also just had back surgery and can't drive. The nephews are in town and they have been very sweet as well. Tawni is going to take me to Safeway tonight since it doesn't seem like anything I have gotten to eat is sitting well. Don't know if it's the food or if it's ME. :) I also met the girl who my surgeon operated on right before me. She has been such incredible support via email and Facebook. Crazy that we met across the hall from each other in South San Francisco, but she lives in San Jose, works in Santa Cruz, and we have a couple mutual Facebook friends. Small world! I am so glad I met her.
I am excited to see the next chapter as it's being written. I constantly have to remind myself I am stronger than I know, I can do what I set my mind to, and I WILL be ok. :)
Thank you so much to my friends that have stayed in touch- the Facebook love and texts have really meant so much, you'll never know.
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